March 7th, 2003

sp by streetlamp

I guess it's just a phase

I don't post anything of relative import here now.. I haven't for quite some time.. I'm beginning to question if I ever did.

I'm not sure if I like this or not.. On one hand, I would like to remove all the fluff from my posting here, but on the other I realize that there'd be nothing left. I just don't post anything serious on this journal. The reason is simple enough, I'm a private person. I don't feel it's any of anyone's business.. For the past few days, I've started thinking I should change this.

Yes, it's obviously triggered by some of the people on my friends list. But I like the idea, and I see it as being a "good thing". It could help to better myself if I were more willing to air my dirty laundry here. Dust off those skeletons and bring them out of the closet, as it were.

Problem is, the past few times I've tried something like that, the person wound up using it against me. I realize it's my own damn fault, but it's still hard to shake the memory and get over it. If only people were more trustworthy.

I'll likely not change. You'll continue seeing nothing here more significant than basic fluff and whining, with the occasional picture to break up the pointless crap.